Some of you know what I have been through/occasionally go through and some of you likely don’t. I don’t have the patience to explain all of it, but like many of you, I struggle. I have come a long way, but I haven’t been very consistent with my medications and treatment and have been over-using some certain substances, all of which have resulted in the hardest relapse I have ever had. I’m not going to explain everything that that entails and the behaviours I’ve conducted because of it, but the best way I can sum it up is that it currently feels like I have thought-cancer. I’ve requested that my family let me work through it on my own and to be left alone, and they’re very understanding. They’ve watched me struggle and achieve many goals with this so they know I know what I’m doing. It’s very hard for me to talk to people right now or interact with anything at all, so I will be taking a break from tumblr until this passes. I hope to be back in less than ten days. Be warned that if you message me right now I won’t be reading it any time soon, but of course feel free to if that is what you wish. When I get back I have a cool surprise for all of you.
Thanks for being such swell pals and I love you